I am both extremely nervous and extremely excited.
This is my first trip since coming home. I mean, I went to Nola and Boston and PA but Boston and PA are home and Nola was with Doug, who was a comfort zone at the time.
I am nervous because I haven't traveled. I haven't avoided it, I just haven't done it. It was too anxiety-inducing at first and now I am more ready. But still a little anxious.
I read guidebooks (which I have never done before) because I felt like getting the lay of the land would be good for me. It has been so far!